Monday, August 28, 2006

this goes out to ...

I wrote this last night before i go to sleep.
having had so many people emo-ing,
i decided that this might cheer them up.

So this goes out to my 2 besties,
Lux (Patrick) and Dk (ShiQin),
and the ones they are so in love with.
((:

For she who is admired.
Be not cold and unfeeling to he
whos passion burns bright and strong for you.

For he who loves her dearly.
Be not disheartened by her misdeeds,
but take it with an open heart
and with hope that one day,
your love for her will be repaid.

yeah, thats about it. (:
hahas. i hope they feel better. ^^
do take care my brothers.

woo !
x`0uch-
(hiro)

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

screwed.

i feel, ..
lousy. =like im damn useless.
how could things be so perfect one day,
and turn out the total opposite the next?

screw you hiro,
your just a worthless piece of shit ORR !

P.S. i found the tortoise you`ve always wanted to have.
sigh.

i thot i wanted to give you a surprise,
but things had to turn out this way.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

random post.

hmm,
just felt like typing.
but i dotn really know what to blog about.

hmm..
went over to a friend's place to stay over yesterday.
i ate longans ! =D
my favourite.
watched this show,
some gambling show or something like that.
was abit sad, but funny.
after that, brush teeth then sleep le.
x.x damn tired lahh. lols.
cos before going over to my friend's place,
i lost my way when going to cityhall mrt.
and i walked for almost an hour.
i perspired so much,
it felt like i just bathed or something.
damn disgusting lahh.
yup..
i think thats about it.

OH YES !
one very nice thing.
the fountain at suntec.
OH MY GOD LAH!
i sat there with dk yesterday,
and i almost cried.
the whole atmosphere is so, ..
romantic? sad? i dont know.
it just made me feel like staying there and not wanting to leave.
LOLS.
but its kinda wrong, cos i'm sitting there with a guy. =.="
oh wells,
thats about it for today. (:

seeya !


sometimes, you go too far.


but i will try to take it all,


just because i dont wanna lose you.


Wednesday, August 09, 2006

wo hen xiang ni

everytime i browse past her blog,
i just can't feel happy. ..

how i wish you could share your feelings with me.
how i wish...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

im just not good enough !

maybe one day,
my world will turn its back on me,
and leave me all alone.

i dont wanna face it.
i dont wanna admit defeat.

but if the day comes that i really fail,
if the day comes that my world decides
to finally turn its back on me.
then i wont wait for Death to look for me,
i will look for him.
and then turn my back on this world.

...
i feel so speechless,
so helpless.

im only human

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

ohscrewit.

new blog, bad beginning.
and i thot by starting fresh,
things would get better.
MY ASS.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

a challenge issued. (i will change MY destiny)

To the almighty,

Take not; What is rightfully ours, us&we.
Break not; What is ours,us&we into you and me.
Disturb not; The peace of MY destiny
and the fate of us&we.

A challenge awaits you from me
if you decide to disturb the peace of MY destiny.
I shall bare my bosom to thee
and tempt thy to strike so openly
so the people may know that you forbid.
But i shall not fall,
nor will i falter.
I will stand strong for the one I love.
I will fight for the right to love,
to love the one my heart truly desires.
and now that all is said and done.
Dont say you haven't been warned.
yours truly,
a rebel who will go against all odds,
just to be with the one he truly loves.