OK, i change my mind !
im gonna blog again ! >< ..

lets see,
super pissed at work !
argh !

because they were putting up these cny decos for the celebrations.
and then out of nowhere, they asked for our help.
so we had NO CHOICE but to help them with the decos.
i mean, if its something easy,
hey i dont mind at all.
BUT, what the hell,
just because we went down to help,
the rest of them just freaking,
stand there talk talk talk,
see see see ..
wow, we become free labour. -.-
if they would've helped,
i wouldn't feel so pissed about it.
i mean come on,
if you're a committee member,
then act like ur one.
and we were like moving aircons like crazy before that. -.-
so tired, and still forced to do stupid stuff like that ..
gosh, THANKS AH !

okays, thats all the bad stuff. =p
after that, i went to dinner at paragon,
this place called urhh ..
spaggeddis. =.=
hahas, weird spelling but i swear,
THE FOOD THERE SO NICE ! >< !!
hahahas. one of the best pastas i've ever had.
but quite expensive. ~.~"
those like u can only eat once in a long while kind. ><
hahas. oh but whatever it is,
its all good. =D hahas.
yupps, headed home after that.
played games and stuff,
and tadah ~~

thats the end of my day ! ^^

BLOG OPENED AGAIN ! =X

i feel damn tired of blogging.
its so pointless.
when i can't really think of anything to say up here
and yet i keep on typing like a fool.

i used to think that is crap is so cool.
you get people to read all the shit in ur life.
and maybe get to know u better.
but i dont think its really working.

so i think imma close my world for awhile.
and maybe let me chill for awhile.
then if im up to it again,
i'll keep you guys informed.
until then,
i announce this blog...

TEMPORARILY CLOSED

GOOD DAY.

first things first.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

okays ..

new years this year ain't as fun as all the previous years.

they all had to come over to my place this year.

not my grandparents.

and my place was cramped like hell.

like omgbbqggpwned. -_- ..

like canned tuna.

so all we did was talk and play mahjong.

and mahjong only 4 pple play.

i really dont know what the rest were doing.

they were either talking or watching tv x.x

was kinda sianed the whole 2 days.

and the worse part of it all was.

there was no one to accompany me T_T ..

ahh well, doesnt matter.

new years celebrations are really kinda over.

so yeah, life is going back to what it was again..

AGAIN .. zzz -.- .

goodnights world !

as each day passes me by,
i fear.
and so i pray,
sincere and hard,
to silence this fear,
and make me strong again.

.. i pray.

what is it like to love ?

i've long forgotten how love is sposed to be like.
love, i thot was all about making the other party happy.
love, i thot was just to go to eat at nice places.
love, i thot was to buy an expensive gift.

but i forgot,
love, is also about the small talks and short walks.
love, is also the time spent together totally doing nothing.
love, is also all the small little memories that made each other smile.

now that i finally remember how its like,
i guess its time we make things right ! (:

im sorry you had to live with my nonsense all these while.
but i'll try to make things better now.
to make everything a little more complete.
^^

show me your world,
and let me in.
for it is here,
where my heart belongs.

open your eyes and look around,
when the world turn its back on you.
here i will be,
right by your side,
to stay and never leave.

tonight i give you all of me.
all of my love,
my heart and my soul.

HELLO !

WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE ?! ^^

ps. <33!*ling>