The Past.
He never really lived out his childhood like most kids do. He had a name that didnt belong to a country full of racist. He was lonely, sad and always made fun of, ridiculed at. Everyone else felt like his enemy. So, this young man, he grew up an angry but lonely boy, who never really learnt the value of true friendship or love for that matter.
Things got better as he grew older. He felt like he was starting to have friends, true friends. They hung out with him alot. They went swimming, gaming, or just simply hanging out, chilling at each others house. But, little did this young man knew, these guys never really cared about how he felt. All they thought of him was he's a rich kid with an attitude that sucked, and he never knew until one day when he overheard them in the toilet at the swimming complex.
"Haha! That japanese dog is such a sucker."
"Haha! Nice one Sam. Japanese dog."
"He thinks he's all that, `cause he's rich?"
"It don't matter anyways, we'll just have to make him pay now right, right?"
"YEAH ! With cash, that is. Hahaha."
.. japanese dog, sucker, all that `cause he's rich, make him pay.
Those words kept going over and over in his head. He just stood outside the toilet, stoned, not knowing what to do or how to react. He felt hurt, like a thousand knives stabbed at him from all directions. "Sorry." Someone knocked into him and broke him out of his trance. He recollected himself, grabbed his stuff, and left. Day after day, those words kept repeating in his head. He couldn't eat or sleep. He just sat in his bedroom and stoned. From that day on, this young man learned that there is nobody he can trust.
Days, months, years passed as this young man continued to live in the shadows of one bad experienced. He made friends, and ditched them, feeling no remorse whatsoever. He felt like for once in his life, he had everything in check, he had control. Until one day, that all changed. All because of that one girl ...
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I`ll continue that again some other day.
I'm feeling too tired to blog about this sad fella now.
I'm feeling sick as ever and argh, man do i HATE to be sick. -.-
anyways, if anything above was like shit,
pardon me. it's my first time doing something like that.
haha. (:
goodday world.
<3
He never really lived out his childhood like most kids do. He had a name that didnt belong to a country full of racist. He was lonely, sad and always made fun of, ridiculed at. Everyone else felt like his enemy. So, this young man, he grew up an angry but lonely boy, who never really learnt the value of true friendship or love for that matter.
Things got better as he grew older. He felt like he was starting to have friends, true friends. They hung out with him alot. They went swimming, gaming, or just simply hanging out, chilling at each others house. But, little did this young man knew, these guys never really cared about how he felt. All they thought of him was he's a rich kid with an attitude that sucked, and he never knew until one day when he overheard them in the toilet at the swimming complex.
"Haha! That japanese dog is such a sucker."
"Haha! Nice one Sam. Japanese dog."
"He thinks he's all that, `cause he's rich?"
"It don't matter anyways, we'll just have to make him pay now right, right?"
"YEAH ! With cash, that is. Hahaha."
.. japanese dog, sucker, all that `cause he's rich, make him pay.
Those words kept going over and over in his head. He just stood outside the toilet, stoned, not knowing what to do or how to react. He felt hurt, like a thousand knives stabbed at him from all directions. "Sorry." Someone knocked into him and broke him out of his trance. He recollected himself, grabbed his stuff, and left. Day after day, those words kept repeating in his head. He couldn't eat or sleep. He just sat in his bedroom and stoned. From that day on, this young man learned that there is nobody he can trust.
Days, months, years passed as this young man continued to live in the shadows of one bad experienced. He made friends, and ditched them, feeling no remorse whatsoever. He felt like for once in his life, he had everything in check, he had control. Until one day, that all changed. All because of that one girl ...
-------------
I`ll continue that again some other day.
I'm feeling too tired to blog about this sad fella now.
I'm feeling sick as ever and argh, man do i HATE to be sick. -.-
anyways, if anything above was like shit,
pardon me. it's my first time doing something like that.
haha. (:
goodday world.
<3
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