((:

it really did turn out well in the end.
it really did !

=DD

drop...
deathnote.
drop.

im prepared to do anything it takes.
i just wanna use it once.
just once will do.

...

what am i to do?

good night world.

after all,
it has come to this.
i have got nothing better to say.
it always has to end up this way.

im speechless.
im torn beyond recognition.
i feel like im losing sanity.

"why did i jump ?"

because thats what people do.
they leap, and hope to God that they can fly.
cause if not,
they just fall like a rock thinking,
why the hell did i jump?

and you're the only one that makes me feel that i can fly.
baby, i love you.
i knew it from the first moment i met you.

you complete me.

a girl should believe a guy,
when he says,
you're important and i love you.

and a guy should learn to trust a girl,
no matter the circumstance.

just my two cents worth.

after simply just trying for the past 2 days,
i know whatever it is,
i have no more regrets.
because, im giving it my all now. ((:

im sure im doing it right this time.

the smile on your face tells me so.

ive been making mistakes all my life.
now with this one chance to redeem myself.
i promise,
i`ll do all it takes to make everything right.
this time,
its my all.
no more regrets.

this time, i`ll make it right.

whenever i look back.
i cant help but feel upset.
how many a times i wish i could
turn back the hands of time,
to the times where things went wrong,
to when everything was right.

... ...

its too late.
whats done has been done.
i can't go back anymore.
but i can change ..
right ?
please tell me i can.
please give me the strength to.
please tell me its not too late.
please ..

... ...

hiro, dont look back no more.
there isnt much to look at,
but just to reflect.
and then,
smile, and live on. (:

..

but i dont think i can.
i dont think im strong enough to.
so what now ? =\ ..
argh !

please tell me what you said is not true.

o.o ..

havent been updating this few days.
but i dont know what to update.
hahas.
nothing much has been happening to me.
just very mudane everyday life stuff.
just been feeling kinda emo now and then.

i'd like to say a very special thank you to a few people
who were there for me whenever i needed them.

Lynette;
thank you for everything.
life could never have been better
without you. =D

Grace;
thank you for listening to me whine
and bitch about life. =)

Lux;
thanks for always being there,
to accompany whenever you can.
be it to dota, or just to talk.
and for making me see things in a
more different point of view. ((:

Sherica;
thank you for always making me see
what i am sometimes too blinded to see.
and despite all the times when i was mean to you,
you still tried to be nice to me.

Shan;
thank you for always being there for me to bully.
hahas. just to let me crap and crap.
just to cheer me up. x))

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thank you guys.
without you,
i would never have been able to make it alone.