and as time continues to take away my life by the second,
i listen to this silence around me.
and as the lids of my eye start to seal,
i see a blurred image of you infront of me.
a faint smile starts to appear on my battered face,
but wait.
why is this image of you getting smaller,
getting further away.
i tried to pull you back,
but each time i try,
you seem to go even further.
i wanted to shout for you to come back,
for you to stay by my side,
but nothing came out,
even with all the strength i gathered,
still no voice came out..
i ran for you,
but each step i took,
brings me only further and further from you.
and then,
i fell .

i opened my eyes with tears,
and an image of the backview of you.
i leaned back against the wall,
listening to this silence,
to my dying symphony.

it is the kind of happiness that words cannot describe,
when you look at her in the eyes and tell her you love her,
and she smiles back at you with her sweetest smile.
it makes you so happy, tears start forming in your eyes.
you give her a peck on her lips and smile back,
while she slowly seals her eyes and rests her head on your arm.
you look at her and you think,
this has got to be the most beautiful girl in the world,
and whoever doesn't see her the way i do,
is definitely blind.
and when she leaves for home,
you start to miss her terribly.
sitting alone in the living room,
wondering how lovely it would be if you and her could live together.

if only it could be true ..

((: i miss you.

burning houses,
shattered windows,
exploding cars,
defaced posters,
falling stars,
earth-shattering thunders,
armageddon is today.

i feel my world falling apart,
and i'm trapped.
i looked around only to realise,
this is what has become of my world.
hell, living hell.

as the day approaches,
i count by the hours,
then by the minutes,
and then the seconds ..
and as i shouted,
they shouted together,

ORD LOH !!

(: finally,

smell it,

freedom,

pink ic.

it's over amkdhq.

aha !

lols, i'm at HQ now with lyn and clarence.
and let me tell you,
if you plan on playing dota with anyone outside the lanshop,
its impossible, so dont try =O !!
lols.
=D

-stones. o.o

well,
i did it again.
despite always trying to make her happy.
i pissed her off once again.
seriously,
i dont know what the.. is wrong with me.
can't i just make her happy and let it stay that way ?
why why why asdasdasd.

i'm sorry =(
and i've already done everything you mentioned..

-huggs.
loves.

listen world, to what i have to say,
for this is of utmost importance.
so please take a few moments and hear me out.

i have lived 22 years of my life,
and get to know a couple of girls a little better than the rest,
but not one felt right.
not one made me feel really complete.
and after all the wrongs i did and have made,
there is only one that stood beside me no matter what,
and from that time on,
i knew she is the one.
i love you.
and i will never do you wrong again.

HEY LYNETTE,

I LOVE YOU !

this is for the world to see

and know that i really do love you.

i miss you much. (:

-huggs.

if you tag on my blog ..
1. i'll respond with something random about you.
2. i'll challenge you to try something.
3. i'll pick a colour that i associate with you.
4. i'll tell you something i like about you.
5. i'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. i'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. i'll ask you something i've always wanted to ask you.
8. you must post this on yours.

i took this from lyn's blog,
and now i'm gonna do the same for everyone that tags. =D

lyn
1. omg you're so cute ! xD
2. try walking with your hands !
3. orange. (:
4. i really like you because you are you. =D
5. -pinch! T_T LOLL.
6. unicorn. (:

you have the colour, the purest of whites.
you are special, one of a kind.
you are beautiful, unmatched by any other.
you are treasured, a myth that man yearn to have.

7. i love you, love me too ? =D
8. you know what to do ! ^^

shan
1. you are so thin ! eat more. =p
2. i challenge you to a pokemon battle ! LOL.
3. white black brown ?! (:

but since i dont count white black as colors so brown!

4. you're a good listener and you give me good advices. (:
5. RAWR! lols. you always do that when u first talk to me.
6. feline kinda animal. xD
7. how friend am i to you ? =D

grace.
1. you have nice teeth now. =D
2. i challenge you to touch ur ceiling without the aid of anything !
3. orange. xD
4. thank you for always being there to hear me out. (:
5. FIERCE ! dunno why thou =x LOL.
6. soft toy ! LOL. =p you feel kinda small.
7. what's your height ? =x