my one last update before i go to japan ..

yupps. you heard right,
im going back to Japan for awhile.
about a week or so.
I'm not going back for a holiday ..
it's because my grand dad just passed away. =(

all these while,
i thot i was strong enough to throw everything,
and leave this country for good,
but it turns out that now, im just leaving for one week,
and im already having second thoughts about going.

there's just so many things,
so many memories,
so many people,
i can't bear to leave.
i just can't bear to live on without them.

when i thought i was strong enough,
i'm this weak ..
i dont care if the world laughs at me,
at least im strong enough to admit it.

have a good week people who still bother to read this.
i know my absense will be a big problem to some people in my life.
and im sorry im leaving at such short notice.
but everything happened so suddenly.
if i had the chance, i'd bring everyone with me.
but i cant. =(

well then,
do take care when im not around okay ?
and dont worry,
i wont stop thinking about you. people all the time.

goodnights singapore. (:

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

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