when one is about to lose something,
they would know.
especially when it means the world to them.
and then one gets scared,
paranoid of everything around them.
but then its okay,
everyone is entitled to be afraid once in awhile.

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sometimes i wonder,
my post never gets happy anymore. =\
they get more and more emo each time i blog.
well, then again,
when have i ever really blogged about anything happy anyways.
its only at times when im down and out,
will i feel like doing the tedious job of logging into blogger,
and type a few hundred letters of crap in here
and then just disappear for a long while again.
how sad can life be.
althought friends, they always say that,
i'll always be here for you and shit like that,
but hey, even if you're there,
you wont even know how i feel.
you can't even tell whats wrong with me,
especially when i can't explain myself good enough.
so what's the point of having someone there at all =\
i dont get it.
rawr ?

okok, let me just stop this crap =.= ..
its all just nonsense. i dont even know what im saying anymore.
all i know is my head's spinning,
and everything around me is still a blur =.="

i wanna go hug my pillow and sleep tonight.
bolsters just dont feel the same anymore =D !
-_-" LOL.
im really going crazy. oh whatever.
baibai !

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PS. eLF, YOU WANT MUSIC BOX MAH ?!
FASTER COME BACK FROM BOWLING LEH ! KAO EH.
I DAMN SIAN LEH ZZ. YOU TELL ME 9 + 10 ! NOW GOING TO 11 LE !
!&^%$#^ I DOWAN HELP YOU LE ! =O xD
JK !