as i walk thru this darkness,
i see a beam of light,
a little hope.
but as i finally reached the light,
it is, but just a figment of my imagination.

i'm losing hope,
i'm losing ground.
i've lost all sense of sight,
time and direction.
i'm lost in this abyss.
the abyss i've created with my own two hands.
pulling me in, slowy..
until im consumed in it,
lost forever.


i've loved you more than anyone could ever have.
given you all that i can give.
but now that it's time to say goodbye,
i only wish you well,
and pray that you find someone with more to offer than me.


why does death tempt me so,
when i fight to survive.
why did i let go,
when i know my heart hasn't die.
why does fate play me,
when he knows already what my future holds.
why do i still lose,
when i've fought so hard to change my destiny.
why do i still exist,
when i only live to die at the end of the day..