this is my 100th post.
maybe it should've been something cheerful,
but somehow, i can't bring myself to put anything happy up.

life hasn't really been good.
thou there are moments where i can really smile,
and laugh my heart out,
but i can't tell people that im really satisfied with my life.

i've been sick ever since god know when,
and it doesnt stop.
it's like an on and off kinda thing,
and it's taking a toll on me.
it's not that i really wanna be sick or anything like that.
but i just am.
and it seems like no matter what i do,
i still fall sick in the end.
=\

i think i really need to go for a full body checkup.
see what the hell's wrong with me..

...

this is my 100th post, and it's so pathetic =.= ..
oh well, forget it lah.
i'm just super moodless to blog anything now so yeah..

life's a b*tch.