he stayed up all night thinking,
"what went wrong? where did it go wrong?"
he couldn't sleep, even when he layed on bed.
everytime he closes his eyes, the image of a backview appears.
he didn't dare to close his eyes anymore.
so he just layed there, thinking ...

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morning came, and he still layed there,
with tear-filled, bloodshot eyes.
he knew he had to go to work, but he didn't want to.
he called his supervisor and told him that he couldn't make it today.
he was angry, but agreed in the end.
he just sat on his bed the whole day, without eating nor sleeping.

...

lonliness is a scary thing ..