life as i know it,
or as anyone knows it for me,
will never be the same again ..

as i watched you grow from a silent corner,
you grew into a cute young lady.
your character changed,
your beliefs changed.
...

but it didnt matter much,
because i love you, for who you were,
and even who you are now,
or who you're gonna become in the near future.
i'll still love you. i promise, with my life..

after this breakup,
i know things are never gonna be the same again.
but like i told you today,
i'll still take care of you,
dote on you,
love you,
like i always used to.
but it'll only be until you get your next boyfriend..

even thou you still want me to after that,
i can't..
nobody can get everything they want..
like me, who couldn't have the love of my life ..
hah.
and i just can't face you or that other him.
how am i sposed to ?
how can i ever ?
im sorry im not that strong.

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oh well, ..
it looks like you're going on with life well,
without us or we.
now that its just you or me,
i guess all i can say is,
im glad for you,
but i feel so pathetic...
lols.. pathetic..

goodday world.
how i wish i'd just sleep forever on this public holiday..
i dont wanna wake up anymore..

ihateyouhiro.