how hopelessly dumb can i be ?
each time i silently wait.
each time i subtly try.
and i thought i meant something.
i thought i held such a high position.
and how each time you cruelly prove me wrong.

i hate you for the words you said before the goodbyes.
because none of them was true.
i hate you for making me do things i didn't agree with before the goodbyes.
because i still regret every bit until now.
i hate you for this heartache i experience every night.
because of the words you said before the goodbyes.
i hate you for what i am and what i have become.
because of the things i did before our last goodbye.

i hate, that i love you.

because at the end of the day,
you cared for me none more than a stranger would..

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thank you lisheng for taking his time off to help me with the blogskin.
it was originally only seen as "BOX" MO (BOY)
now you can see, SO EMO behind the box and the boy.
so thank you =D