i've been through worse,

let me go through this one too.

it's hard to let so many things go at one time.

but i'll try.

not only for my sake,

but for the greater good.

i will persevere.

i will try my best,

do what it takes.

i know we'll make it through.

whoever's reading this,

wish me luck !

i'll need all i can get to get through this one.

sighs,

to give up life as i have always known it to be..

will i be able to make it through ?

i hope so.