i'd like to say sorry to 2 special someones in my life.
today,
i let what i was sposed to control get outta control.
i did it and only to regret it later.
i threw one of the most terrible temper.
and after i did, i felt bad.
in fact, i felt like shit.
and im sorry.
all this time i tried to control this terrible temper of mine.
yet somehow, i let it go today.
maybe i just wasn't feeling well.
or maybe thats just another excuse to make myself feel better. -.-
but whatever it is,
i wanna say that im really sorry for what happened.
and i promise i`ll try not to let it happen again =(

i just hate being treated like i dont exist.