business or.

im sick of this life,
i just wanna scream..
how could this happen to me.

whenever i close my eyes,
i see a mess,
a mess that can never be cleared.
like a big smudge on a painting.

i dont know whats going on in my life.
or whats happening to me.
i feel like running away from everything.
i think i need help.

HELP !

why is everything like business or.